If you read this, I warn you not to cry. I had seen your tears very much during the times when we were together. You cried when the situation really burdened you but sometimes you could cry for something ridiculous. Oh, don't cry!
We had been classmates since form 2. I barely talked to you because we weren't so close. But for the last two years, destiny changed. You have been a great companion of mine since then. Wherever you were, there must be me. When people called out my name, you thought they were calling for you. And so did I.
To be honest, not all secrets of mine, I told you. I knew you were not too because you seemed to tell Diyana first about your secret. But hey, it's okay. We were equal. But then, it's important for you to know that I missed you so much. I missed the moment we were in the class. It was comforting to hear you whining besides me about Cikgu Disdi and other things because I felt the same thing too about them.
I missed when you fought with Diyana about simple thing and you turned to me and complaining about it. I missed it when someone talking bad about me, and you were the first to get angry more than me. I felt protected. And you taught me to not believe in men because you had felt it before. Men really sucks.
Everything about you, I kept them safe in my memory. I loved it when you said 'wowzess'. Until now, sometimes I said that word. There were to much to talk about here. And I don't want people to know more about you as I do. So I will stop here.
Today you and Nana entered UPM together. I really wanted to be with you guys but my heart didn't allowed. I hope you will study hard and smart altogether. Do beat Nana to be the top in your class. Keep giving people your 'kata - kata hikmah' because it is really comforting. I missed you and always will be.
Lots of love,
Fatin.
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